Long Story Short ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Two Year Anniversary Well happy anniversary to meeeeee! My bloggy blog is two years old today. Um. Yeah. It's also my 23-month anniversary with Professor K? Anniversaries! So the day I started my diaryland diario was my negative one month anniversary with Professor K. God I SUCK at blogging. Like seriously god awful stupid words type themselves out of my fingers. [Example: The sentence I just typed] Ever since my self-censorship I feel like I have nothing to say. Hmm...maybe I should lock up after all and then REALLY go nuts and talk shit about EVERYbody. Otherwise I have a feeling my sad little blog will just fade away. To be honest all I'm thinking about right now is my impending trip and I can't really write about that. I know a lot of people that are having tough times right now and I hate to be all "MY VACATION!" every two seconds. There aren't any titilating Affair updates - now that The Sex has been had that's pretty much it for my interest. My life is just totally even-keeled right now. Which means I'm reading all the diaries I love and trying to find new ones every day, but I'm just not feeling very writey. And I feel guilty about that, for some reason, like it's something I HAVE to do. I'm thinking maybe I need a more blogstyle journal, where I don't feel pressure to fill up an entire page. Instead I can just write two sentences and move on. But I don't like the dland blog style journals - they just don't please me. Well. Go me! 3:30 p.m. - 2006-02-27 -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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